BPD – Painful Memories and Triggers

Some days i just want to give up. I know i wont. But i am always shocked at all it takes to make my body feel like its going to explode. COmbust from the horrors of life. A simple reminder. A sly glance. Anything that triggers a painful memory. Just[…]

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Living in LIMBO | Life with Mental Illness

Acording to religious leggends limbo is the space between the living and the dead. Bordering on the gates of hell those lost souls destined to walk the vast nothingness for all eternity. Thats where I find myself trapped. Stuck squarely in the middle of the living and the dead. I[…]

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Bipolar Disorder | Weight Fluctuation

The same comments I keep hearing from everyone who hasn’t seen me in awhile.  Your loosing weight they say. But ive heard that on and off for years. In truth I fluctuate. Then the dreaded second question from those who know me well. Are yu eating? Og course I’m eating[…]

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Borderline Personality Disorder Triggers

Sometimes my mind runs wild. I am consumed by racing thoughts as they zoom past in my mind. I try to catch them but its as difficult as trying to catch a butterfly with your bare hands. Recovery to me is silence in my mind. Space to let in the[…]

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